just only word

There was a long long time I never have my word in here, my dear blog. I just perfunctory updating some pictures to record all the things that happened to me recently. Here had been abandoned by me for 1 months, there just only few posts for last month. Actually, there are a lot of things happened on last month, I'm too busy already.

The busier advance diploma life let me can't has a proper rest. Finally, all done,the assignment...However, final is coming soon...Let myself to be a lazy worm in this weekend because I know after this I need to fight for final. The 1st exam for me in my advance diploma, there are lot of different between the diploma life. It's getting tough,OMG!!!I hope I can solve it, I don't want to stop here because of the bullshit assignment. It's  really cause our temper become worst. We should having some activities to release our stress..YES~I'm waiting for the CHristmas Night, but I still haven't prepare the exchange present yet..Miss Baobei CHeryll, Mary and also Chervonne~

In these days, I had think a lot about the friendship.Everything is change and no more come back. I shouldn't care about this...Just be myself...

For him, I will continue ignore you until my exam was end..don't blame me if I really do it..thanks for the week to be my maid...this CHristmas you're not around me, there were the 3rd Christmas between u and me..Eat yourself la~~^^ (don't think I will say something sweet,hehe)devil smile

decision

1st, need to apologize for my pure face without make-up further horrify my reader, sorry!!

I was so excited during this afternoon to discuss whether how to change my new hair style.

My hair was so messy and look badly....it look flat moreover with the hateful baby hair....

ERmmm~~~is time to fixed it...

I decided to cut my hair become shorter coz there a lot of split end of my hair and dryness...

She not allow me to do so and gv me few of the suggestions whether curly hair or cut for a style...

Um~she is right!!! It's too waste to cut off my long hair....

She try to make the temporary curl for the demonstrate, she was lovely!!!

Look on my new style, like it ^^look mature on this image...

I just need paid for the cutting fees RM15 only~haha

she trying to attract me purchase for the perming package...well, maybe I will get into the trap coz I was thinking about this...haha...

By the way~~look on my feedback~it seen like not all the person like the curly hair than rebonding....

however, I already decide to do it when I get my salary~~haha...

new turn also not bad ma....

midnight talk

yup~~now already 4.28 am~~why I still blogging???As my last post, over slept make me insomnia 2night~~Zzzz...

Stay whole day at home because riot outside the world...Most important things is...my mum never call me to stay at home and don't go out....Zzzz...isn't she over confident on me?? actually no meaning to do the demonstrate at Stadium Merdeka...Just will happened more victims in this case. Bersih? isn't possible? I don't think so....Facebook had posted many videos about of the bersih 2.0 demonstration...feel get anythings changing after this?? haizz...don't know what the meaning.... Sure many of you wanna shout out about the inequity treat...I can do nothing so better stay home and sleep....

haizz....I'm confusing which camera to buy....All I like so much but got the budget limited...yer...So scare to make the wrong decision and regret a long time....Save me pls..hey girl..don't think too much...During my free time just go the shop try the demo...I hope I can get it on the end of exam~~hehe....Wink...

Hey..Mr Sia...
remember what You promised...pls save my money~~~haha
love u, guy~~~
Hey...Miss Ah Kui Tan
I put all my hope on you~~~wakakaka
love u too, girl~

September...I hope you faster coming~~
But I dun wan so fast for my exam~~hahaha

520

now is 11.25pm...where am I?? I still Old Town-ing~~

I hate that the Unifi still haven't come to set up, that's boring la~~

totally finish all the drama that I have..argh~~~how I pass the weekend ??

I thought the lens was good,but after I take it down my eyes became so red~

I still plan purchase for the 2nd pair...Zzzz...now not anymore...

what's a special day 2day?? 520="wo ai ni"

who that loved me pls say it 2 me 2day, ngek ngek~

sure I want say it to all my baobei and frens, I love u all forever~

especially for somebody, I love you...

So sorry for my bad temper recently and keep scolding on you,I'm not willing to do that.

Pls forgive all my bad treated...I really not a good gf~

I am a piggy now~~since finished the shill job, I never stop sleep after class~

I hope that 2moro weekend can get a full rest....^^

I also hope that Unifi won't FFK again when Sunday~~

I really want to die without net~

you believe that "the end of the world" coming ?
actually I never think for that...I know the god will destroy certain part of the earth slowly until all the ppl die~
But I think not so fast as possible~I still young and haven't pass all the stage of life~
although I getting trust about the 2012, izzit that time all the ppl will gone?nobody know the answer.
before "the end of the world", what you'll do?who you want stay with during that day?
family or lover?it's a complicated question~
who ever watched about the movie"2012" can answer me 1 question?
you'll get the ticket no matter using what method?my answer is" not"
no reason why I want stay in a new world~
waiting what happen in 521~I hope everything all right~Pray for whole world~
appreciate the time with ur Love~

helpless

Some ppl said that " When you wanna find something, you can't found it! It will appeal when you don't need it."

Now, I'm under this condition..I just redo my student ID yesterday and today the old one appeal already!! I felt strange with I never go for library since I found that my ID card gone, how come it appeal inside the library??? Useless to say now coz I'm already redo it~~I felt the old 1 is better than the new 1~~The latest 1 with a bad quality image and my pic look very noop~~it's a lot of different between the 2 years of me~~kakazzz~~Wanna mention here, thankz baobei Zi borrow her empty ID for me, prevent a higher charge from the TARC~Somemore, thankz for the Tomyam Steamboat , Love it!!!Felt paiseh nia~~~

wao!!!I'm finished copying the note!!!Give a clap for me!!Wanna thankz darling for the 3 chapters' note~It's help me save a lot of time coz I'm totally dislike the CSS~I'm still thinking 2day use to memorize or continues for my CB???The next of the day is starting for the exam, ish~~Hate the time passed so fast~Still need interview for the job on Sunday~~~yer....I'm busy~~~

I'm forget to bring Hp 2day and let him worry for whole day~~I'm sorry!! I don't know you will so nervous for that~~~~Next time I'll text you to inform you that~

Today Hot Topic

Actually I'm tiring with copy the notes~~That's a best way for memorize~~Keep raining for the 2 days and cause I lazy to wash my clothes..ish....The day was cold especially when I staying at CITC for whole noon and full with the air-conditional~Myself almost wanna freeze with the environment~Darling can't make it and leave there earlier~~But it's better compare with a hot day and sweating~

TODAY HOT TOPIC " why we aren't a rich person?"
I want to mention that I'm not a greedy person!!But I need to shout out with "I'm poor right now"..That's harassment for me in the condition now~~I'm full with debt~~Mummy!!!I not dare to take much from her coz I already get a lot since this short sems~~Sorry Mummy!!I also not willing to become like this~~Maybe I fail to work this sems and no extra income !!Planning working in this sems break~~Any work introduce?I'm so hope that I'm a rich guy or come from a rich family~~unfortunately, I'm not~~I just can strive to earn the money and get what I want~~But that also a good experience for me at least I buy the things that earned by me~that's a different feel~~

If I keep working now and I'll be a rich woman for next sems~~kakazzz~~But I need to save money for my oversea study expenses~~Am I use for my SLR or studying fees? Ish~~~~It's a hard decision for me~~~But not now to think about this~~Coz I'm debtor!!!SO STOP IT....Anyway, I love my instax mini so much~~~hey!!darling...you promised will borrow me your Lomo for other sems break ya!!!!remember that!!!!So hope to take my hometowns' pics and let you all know how pretty for my hometown~~ ^^

My dear having his dinner for 3 hours~~I'm sure that he go for the snooker~~ZzZz....
I should until the CHapter 7 today~~so bye all my reader~

2day of me~

well...Now is my blogging time again~~SO happy 2day full of energy and having a clear-minded to study!! Just because the LIVITA!!!haha...I think most of girl dislike with this kind spirit drinking such as RED BULL~~they will think that just a drink for guy for gain the energy and make their mind clear during driving a car...It's also work for me during my study time!!! I LOVE IT...it make me powerful 2day~~

I wanna shout out at here!!! TODAY I EAT BAK ZHANG LO!!!Actually nothing special, it's just a acquire goal achieved by me!!But the taste is super worst and I hate it~~I miss the Bak Zhang made by my family!!!!Learned from CB today with NEEDS are never fully satisfied. The new needs emerge as old needs are satisfied~~So what's my needs now??hehe....I think most of you know that, during the Durian Season right now!!!yeah~~I want eat durian la....Around the GK full with the durian stalls but I can't taste it~~WHy???I don't want I fell sick during my exam period!!!I want care about my healthy now~~~yer......>.< I damn love durian but I dislike the smell after this~~it's hard to disappear no matter how you do~~haizzz....I'm sure darling will run away from me if I try it~hehe...

I am a Kepo ppl...So I following my roomates to see the house!!Just opposite my old house and the down stair of my new house~~Totally faint when looking for the 1st house, 1 uncle inside and smoking~~~So turn to look for 2nd house, it's quite ok but small a bit...But my roomates still dissatisfies~I don't know when they just can rent a room with full satisfy~~~The owner is quite cute..I think he just 30++ years old but already owned 40++ houses over there and drive a Mercedes~~He told me that here really good for investment houses coz the TARC won't shift to other place!!I also know about the theory earlier just I don't have money invest for it~ He also know about my new house and who rent for it...At beginning I thought he is my owner, at last just know he was the pre-president of Sri Pelangi!!So he know all the things for here~~~He said no worth for my house and pre-renter was drug trafficking~~~For me is ntg coz already pass lol~~I think the cops won't come catch us ~~

Ok la~~take a bath 1st and continue with my CB chapter 5 later!!!!At here wanna say sorry to Cheryll for over slept and not going to library~~~forgive me~~~~~~~I will earlier be there 2moro!!!

the die look when exam!!!forgive me take this using the palia phone~~

b4 vs after

时光飞逝，我们认识已经快两年了！！！想当初的样子，真是不堪回首！！

可是却带给我很多快乐，很多回忆~~

从以前的含羞答答，到现在的坦诚相见~~~

让你们看看，两年的你们变得怎么样！！！！

首先要谢谢我们的挖掘师，小黑为我们挖掘了很多不堪回首地丑照！！！

要怪就怪她，我只是帮忙宣传~~~哈哈哈~~~

我们来介绍我们的小呆，我们一致认为她整容过！！

从刚开始的眼睛下垂，到现在那么无辜的大眼睛！！

分明就是整容，干嘛要骗我们？

接下来有我们的小笑，以前的样子有点呆呆的~~哈哈

经常大笑，一点也不“斯文”~总是疯疯癫癫的~~

小猫从刚开始的“金毛”，变成现在的“钢牙妹”

相信以后她会更美丽！！当然现在也很美啦~

 小乖当然是最听话的啦~~个人认为变得最多的是她~

瘦了又靓了~~~气质美女一个~~眉毛有了，牙齿也美了！

小黑当然是最黑的啦~~热浪岛回来后更黑~

发型多变，剪短头发原因却是：“头痛”，严重性炸到~~

小罗又名小鸡鸡~~~中性打扮的她，还是有女人的一面~

最帅的时候就是弹起吉他的时候~~

小名小白，因为白到有点透明了~~~

以前的啦啦妹，变成现在的小模特儿！

小惨，因为有越变越颓废了！！

以前的气质美女，演变埃及妖后，到现在巴刹买菜的Aunty！

不过还是一样那么美啦~~~

最后是小鱼！以前傻傻的她，变成现在成熟性美女~~

该开心下，最老的终于长大了~~~ 

（如有得罪，多多包涵！！！！）

笑一笑~~没烦恼！！！

语录：
其实心里有着千言万语，可是却说不出口！
是不知道怎么说呢？还是忘了怎么说！！
最近的脑袋好像生锈似的~一样东西，一样地方，想了很久，都想不出什么名~
刚才Mother突然打来，原来是问我搬家了没~~
很心虚地，向她说了一个谎话，我真的是坏人，内疚中~~~~
其实想想，也好久没打回家了~~~最近太忙都忘了！！！
想起了清明节快到了，已经两年没回去扫坟了，今年也不例外~~
我真的是不孝女啊~~~幸好哥有回去，不然三个儿女都没去，妈都不知道忙得过来吗~
听说最近北马一带有暴风雨，幸好家里还好,屋顶还没坏！！哈哈~~~

我好像又任性了！！自己又是莫名其妙的发脾气，我到底怎么了？？？？
很烦很乱~~~可是说不出原因，讲不出缘由~~~我~~~我~~~啊~~~~~疯了~~~

华文下

很久没打华文了，今天就来试试下，不然我的华文又要退步了~嘻嘻~~
首先先道个歉，由于前天被一些人盗用我的密码，导致被人恶作剧~~
出现了很多惊人的照片，給吓到的人说声“对不起”~

最近出现了金钱问题，可说是负债累累~都不敢伸手要钱，除非真的逼不得已~
很想做临时工，可是又要开始忙考试了~没时间，我没时间~
Assignment让我透不过气来，最后一个星期了，可是还没赶完。。。又是痛苦的一个学期~~
过了这个学期，就只剩下最后一个学期了，我该努力做好最后的冲刺~
可是还是想计划下这个假期该怎么度过~~~哈哈。。。
哎哟~~~现在不是在想这个的时候啦~~~
呜~~~~我该安排如何度过这次的考试。。。。
什么都还没开始，我该如何是好~~？

要搬家咯~~~考完试大家一起帮我搬家丫~~~小女感激不尽~~
期待自己的房间，不必再和人挤~~~ ^^
以后可以常来我家，因为新家比较大~~~
不知不觉已经来了KL两年，搬了第三间家~~
我快要成为搬家天后了，不过还是输给小妖~~~

当我今天稍微得空的时候，想陪陪某些人，结果他却睡了一整晚~
之后我不得空陪某人的时候可不要怪我哦~
其实自己很累很累了~~可是却睡不着！！！
眼皮已经很重，眼睛已经很干了，还是不愿意睡觉~~~
很想吃很多东西，可是却要省钱~~~啊~~~~~
很想找些东西做，可是却没精神读书了~~
结果挖了一个人陪我聊废话！！！谢啦~~~我就知道你会陪我的~~
开始醉醉地了~~~~是时候和周公下棋了~~
大家，晚安~~

Boring Job

Wao!!Finally finish my job...I'm happy to pass through the terrible 4 hours...other ppl will say this job is easy and the time is short...But for me, is so hard to pass the time even just 4 hours.The 1st day I went for work, I totally shock when meet somebody weird. They all crazy in the game world and don't want bother other..A sentence is true about the guys is " 10 of the guys, 9 will play the Dota"...Totally agree now but luckily my guy not included..^^ After 1 hour later, my mind just full with " I wanna back home, no more next time"..so great at the last hours I meet a guy accompany me chatting help me pass the boring time. the 2nd day was better than the 1st day, the CC worker change to other person and he is friendly. He open the Singapore CNY movie "Homecoming" and Malaysia movie"The Super Match Maker" let me watch it...So the second day's time pass faster than 1st day.

Finally dear dear back jor lol...thanks for accompany me for this weekend...So sorry for ignore him when i'm going for work...I know he super boring when stay at home...But I'm hate him so pig and can't wake up himself for open the door...let me keep calling other housemate open door for me at midnight, felt so paiseh...dear...you know that i'm busy with assignment so can't accompany you for buy the Sticky and send you to bas stop...I promise that i will buy it when I'm back for the sems break, k??

My Words

Teedee... Is my blogging time again...Also mean is my snake time from doing assignment..ngek ngek....I was become so lazy during this semester. ish....Jason asked me, why I don't want let my blog become information blog..meant that I should put in many useful information and not just writing my story...Ish...For me, I just wanna a place to let me record down all my life and also share it for my reader...I hope my life is wonderful and amazing, not just only like a little girl say about naive things...Maybe in future review back my posts, that's great for remind me how stupid I am that time,haha....

How pity I am right now...My bank just leave 2 digits of the money...I just can sigh and do ntg...I owed ppl so much and i'm not able to pay back now...Why I'm so poor now....Job Job Job...I need it...But not now...Coz my final coming soon,I'm still busying with my assignments...

Say something about my dear dear ...He was so small gases with I'm not mention about him in my blog...Now story somethings about him and let him feel happy with this...Last night had a long chat with him, we had take about somethings deeply feel in our heart...I know he love me and can make any changing because of me..pls do urself already good enough...I also not a perfect person, so it's no worth for do that... You love me, treat me good and support me for everything is enough.....<3 <3 <3

I'm realize that I'm lazy for taping Chinese...Beside that, my English was poor..Wu...... T.T Sorry for my poor grammar...

Emo-ing

yosh~~babe...I'm emo-ing ...Actually I don't even know where the emo come from.Something make me try to run off here...Something bad feel deep inside my mind..I wanna shout out here, "I'm DOWN".Pls don't try to ask me "what happen ?" coz I also don't know wat reason..My stress come from different kind of place...Just let me feel that I don't know what should do right nw...I need a hug...a tight hug...just because I need some warm..

something keep flash in my mind...how come I got such mad thinking...I don't wan...Pls pls pls....all delete now...Nikki pls be clear....Get crazy..

talkative

Wao...UK...I'm coming soon~~actually still wanna 2 more years just can go over there...yerk..I can't waiting for it already....I want go through all the Europe countries especially Paris...^^ It's attracted me for the advance diploma course and can go oversea for the last sems..I must more hard and hard through this goal~

2day get back early coz the CB tutor cancel the class...She really CB 1 lol...I'll more tired for the next Friday~haizz..Take almost 1 week clothes went to Baobei Hui house to wash it...Our non-stop chatting continue  until 9pm....I think we can get the record for the longest chit chat...hehe

2day got ppl confess with me ~~so happy nia....I have a long time nvr listen for this~~ngek ngek~~
Ya~~I'll always be ur good friends~hehe (keep secret with who are him)

Opps~~Mr Sia was tired and sleep right now~~Shhhh.........
who call you always late for sleep~~~Mad....
2night still wanna rush the report and pls don't be late sleep again...
You getting more thin now so pls don't let urself become the skeleton like me~~~
If not I'll not back for next month I mention 1st~
k...It's time for my turn to take rest~bye, my dear reader~

Set New Goal

Every person have the unfulfilled needs, wants and desires~

Now I want set up my New Product-specific goals~~hehe...

what is it?? Just realize I fall in Love with the Diana Mini~~

But I think I won't buy it at this sems coz got a little bit tight with my expenses~~ T.T

This is caused by eat a lot and that's expensive~~My wallet was blooding~~

Anyway~Set it as my target 1st~~

Shit darling keep say Lomo with me~~Make me now keep thinking about this~

this is My Primary Goal~~Lumix GF2~

b4 I fall in love with GF1 now already get out the latest 1 GF2~~wao....

But still not able to buy it~My tuition fee and monthly expenses still a burden for me~~

who call I'm just a poor student~~Wuu....

But I satisfy with I have a lovely family, Baobei and also him~

Even how I so hardworking for doing the Part time job, just enough me for general things~

so cool with it can change the len 1~~~~and it's got red color~~my lovely color~

Wanna shout out here~~who wan sponsor me with the instax film??

now getting hard to buy it coz many place already out of stock~~

But I need it more and more~~Coz until now I still not willing to use it ~

Raining day again~~How come this 2 days keep drop with heavy rain??

But I'm still happy with we apply for change the date of Mid-term test already approved~~

Suddenly felt our CB lecturer Mr Tan so nice although he always look seriously~

ish~~I'm not scolding him la~~is CB is Consumer Behavior la~

yeah~~Baobei...let's enjoy our vacation for coming date~~

haizz....but not the sweet time~~it's time for assignment~~

ganbateh all baobei~~after that we'll enjoy lol~~

自作自受

虽然已经有了心里准备，当面对的时候，还是会难过的~

都是自己的错还能有怨言吗...很克制的不让眼泪掉下来...

可是当和他说的时候，眼泪还是无法自制地掉了下来~

很不希望让人看见，因为我没那个资格掉眼泪~~

都是自己找来的，应该由自己受~~

哭过就算了吧~~接下来要很努力很努力了~

一整个下午和宝贝吃喝玩乐的~~都让了忘了那难过~~

回到家，只剩下我一个人的时候，眼泪又掉了~~

很空虚。。。很想哭~~

很谢谢妈妈并没有责怪我。。。

还说要我调养好身体，健康才能读好书~

嗯~~我会的~~

不可以再懒惰了~~加油~

宝贝慧和宝贝MARY~~我们一起加油吧~~

不要难过~~哭过就算了~~接下来要很努力咯~

Happy is simple

I'm happy right now~~After back from my holidays, I really like charging full with the power...I already know how 2 laugh from my heart~~It's really great...I like the feel... I hope can maintain it ...

Everything simple is perfect for me...I never hope be shine or be famous...

I just like a normal girl desire for the branded but not able to buy it...

Sometime like to find Yummy foods and also the special restaurants...I like eat but I'm thin~ = =

40kg~~I'm coming~

Always done the crazy things with my baobei men~~this just call college life~~haha

interesting with doing some cookies or cakes but my house owe the oven~haizz...

hope can rent a small room and I can design it~~

Still lazy with study but I'll force myself do it~

wish nvr fail in the exam until the end of the diploma~~

Trying find some part time job coz I want buy the FUjifilm... >.<

I have a goal with the DSLR~~Hope I can achieve it..

I hope me and him can always like now...it's great for me~

Lonely Valentine Day

Happy Valentine Day!!2day is my second year 3rd sems starting~~A  Good beginning with CB~~Opps...don't misunderstand with it...CB mean Consumer Behavior, the subject taken by me this sems~But also bad with, still like to skip lecturer class 2day~~

I felt enjoyed Sing-K with Baobei men 2day~~DOn't know why the foods for the lunch at Red Box 2day damn yummy~~Wao~~Start our Lonetine Day~~wu~~~~We are single 2day and just can enjoy it 2gether~~ Let's cry 2gether~~~wu~~wu~~

finally bought the gift for my baobei Qi~~haha...This is a useful things and suitable for you~~pls waiting for it~~kakazzz  >.<  wanna wish all my baobei sweet with their dear and single faster get a gold turtle~

I think Valentine Day is doesn't meaning for me~~~~My man accompany other man~~~wu~~~
Kidding for you~~I know you also lonely and go accompany with ur lonely brother~~
Happy Valentine Day ya~~HUbby man~~love you ...
I wanna pass my Valentine Day with my lovely laptop~~~anybody free find me for chat ya~~haha

thz Baobei Qi make it for me~~

除夕前言

来一篇华文的，不然我快要忘了华语字要怎么写了~还记得每次查英文字要写下华语意思时，都忘了该怎么写~好久都没打华语文章，对我来说，因为打得比较快一些~~呵呵。。。虽然我的英文可以说是差到不行，至少还看得懂吧~~要恶补我的grammar下，谁要当我的老师啊？

很快的。。除夕就来临了！！看见妈妈忙东忙西准备明天团圆饭的东西，开始觉得自己好幸福啊~~其实自己也帮不了什么，因为我笨手笨脚，只会越帮越忙~~呵呵~~唯一可以做的就是帮忙布置一下家里~~其实今年家里的新年气氛少了很多，有点冷冷清清的家~不过明天全部都回来了，应该会很热闹一下吧~一想到明天可以拿红包了，口水流了出来（开玩笑啦）~红包拿了还不是要拿来当生活费。。。真羡慕有些人可以拿来买自己喜欢的东西~希望今年红包钱能和去年一样多啦~~~嘻嘻！！！

宝贝们啊！！！新年快乐哦~~~没了我，你们是不是很寂寞呢？？呵呵~~我知道你们一定不会承认的~~希望你们在新的一年里事事顺利，考试过关，最重要的当然是财运亨通~~哈哈~~我不会忘记2月15号的约定的~~要等我回来噢~~

所有我亲爱的朋友们！！祝你们大家一切顺利！！身体健康~学业进步~还有要常联络~不要让我忘了你们~

明天dear要到我们家吃团圆饭哦~~还是第一次叻~~之前的两年都不懂我们在做什么~~哈哈~不过也是我第一次到他家去吃团圆饭（如果我不去你会砍了我吗？）哈哈~~开玩笑。。。答应他了~~~~去年没去已经有点不好意思了~~今年不好意思拒绝~~~呵呵~ *该穿什么呢？裙？还是随和？!@#$%^&*.....*

last for the month

so fast already 31/1, the last day of the January~Now wanna conclude of this month~What I'm doing this month?Exam....that was my suffer time of this month,almost wanna crazy and everyday reading , memorize and sigh ~~haizz...now remind back also is a nightmare for me~~But I think when the time of result come out I will cry coz I totally dunno do when exam~Hope god bless me pass all enough~~Coz dear already promised me wanna send me a gift if I pass all...ngek ngek~~~~1st time sick when exam cause me have no spirit for study~my mind totally blur and empty~I hate sick~You shouldn't came when I exam~

After exam get high with my baobei men~~hehe~~Shopping and make me spend a lot ~ T.T But I'm enjoyed the days with them~After that went to Taman Pertanian took the bicycle with them, I have so long time nvr relax and enjoyable~I felt so high when took so fast and screaming out !!

Back to my sweetie home again~~It's really warm~everyday non-stop of eating ,hope I can fat a bit when New Year~~

2nd Anniversary~so fast for that~thz dear for took ur time for accompany me even he was so busy that time~Future is an unexpected things~everything can change in a second~I'm just Appreciate wat we having now~

try my 1st time with my cookies even got a bit mistake~But I will try make other next time~

My dear was super super super busy recently~Why i'm back to kedah then he went to KL ?Ish~~~~

I have nvr meet him after our 2nd anniversary~Ish~~

Stupid dear....when you wan come back???

CNY coming soon~~at here wish all Happy New Year and all the best~

我們付出過的感情、珍惜過的相遇、曾經擁抱著以為可以永遠在一起的人，原來有一天還是會失去，還是無奈要說一聲再會。這時候，我們才發現，我們愛得比自己以為的要深許多。

midnight blah

now is 2.30 am midnight~what to do? Ish....I'm headache now...

2day try to dye my hair with Liese Hair Bubbles Coloring~~hehe~~
that was my Christmas gift ...He promised that will help me to dye one~~But I think can't already coz he was too busy...nvm..I got my lovely Mummy help me to do that~~after that still leave a bit and let my bro use it~~The result still ok better that my expected~~hehe~~but my bro's hair look ntg different~~I think when CNY the color will more bright than now~

My dear~~Why you so busy right now?I'm miss you so much...
1st time back kedah can't always meet you~~Zzz...wanna wait until new year just can c u already~
But you said when CNY will accompany me ~thz for taking the leave accompany me~~hehe
You also promised wanna bring me go eat TAO CUISINE ~~hehe....

so miss my baobei~~when just can meet them?miss the moment crazy with them~~
I wan outing with u all, baobei~~I'm boring here without u all~~

I think I will fat this time coz keep non-stop eating~~hope can fat till 37kg this holiday~~

another tension and stress for me!!ISh....how should I settle it?
I'm weak now~~really....
when I just can back to begin of me?