Night

babe man~dun you know i'm miss you right now~
I can't release my feeling of me right now~
I just can write down all of it at here~My lovely blog~
Here really is the place that can let me be truth of me~
Also is a transmission machines to let me send my msg to you~
I know the words between me and you become less already~
We become strange since for that day~
I'm sorry just the words I can tell you~
I already try my best to make it be better~
I think I still need more hard to do it~
Focusing my exam is the most important now~
After exam I will try all my best to make you smile again~
hugging my pillow and my mind full ur shadow~
feel uncomfortable for women sick~
I'm tired cause of this and feel sleepy~
Looking my messy table full with the notes~It's killing me~
Now is the time for take a break, start fight for 2moro~
I think the spirit drink is useless for me~I still feel so blur~
Planning buy the Brand for 2moro~hehe~
Baobei Hui~Ganbateh for ur BMP 2moro ya~~

so great to listen his goodnight~
meet you in dream ya~

EXam

damn nervous for the exam recently~

so hard for this sems because we have no tips and guideline for all the subjects~

the lecturer able to let us die for it~~argh~~

the notes i think is the multiple of the previous notes~

I can't finish all although Friday already is my 1st subject~

Hope god bless me this time~

Just now went to herbal shop for my spirit drinks~~

I wan fight for this few day must have some prepare~hehe~ 

Nikki Tan~~Is time to fight again~~
My man!!Hope remote of you also ganbateh~
I always be with you when u need me~

好想，累的時候抱着你

喜欢拥抱，喜欢与心爱的人深情相拥的感觉，什么也不说，什么也不做，就只是静静地拥抱，久久不要分开，似乎只有这样，才能体会与心爱的人真正溶为一体的真实感。在那一刻，相信时间也会为我们停止的……

      一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧？　拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音的……

      拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……

      拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候……

      你曾经说过，好想累的时候能抱着我，其实，我又何尝不想呢，累的时候，好想你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥抱，再苦再累都值得……

      也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸轻轻在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此内心的声音……

      不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……

      可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择……

      可是，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，再安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。　　拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你入怀。好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……

此时的我~真的好需要你那温暖的拥抱~
只要静静的，紧紧地拥抱着~
疲倦的我，只能苦笑着面对这一切~
累累累~真的好累~
告诉自己，我可以的~~

ganbateh!

So fast for the time pass~
Exam date getting near already~
nervous , tension, scary, suffer, empty~
although this few day so hardworking for study~
But still feel empty inside my mind~
Argh~~~~~ anybody can save me?
I think I have no time for my BCL~~how how?
always wanna do the last minutes job cause so suffer now~

never expect that you can treat me like b4~
Dunno when I so hope to listen the "goodnight" from you~
Now already become a wishful thinking for me~
I just wrap up my tears and continue hold on all of this~

hope anything to let me depend but I know is nothing
Just will tell myself that, Nikki..you can do it~

我想你，我不想你

我想你，但只是想你，而不打扰你

静静地想你，放上一段优雅的音乐，

你的身影很模糊，你的脸庞很朦胧，

但这并不影响我想你的情绪。

我没有很想你，

只是在高兴的时候会想起你，

你是我第一个想要分享的人；

我没有很想你，

只是在不高兴的时候会想起你，

你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。

我想你，但只是想你而不打扰你

我没有很想你，

只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，

不为什么，

只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你；

我没有很想你，

只是在早晨醒来的时候会突然想起你，

不为什么，

只因为梦里出现的人好像你；

我没有很想你，

只是在看书的时候会突然想起你，

不为什么，

只因为那书中的男女主角好像我和你。

我真的没有很想你，

我只是在我不想想你的时候想起你。

这样真好，

我没有很想你，

我只是想你到眼睛湿润

我想你，但只是想你而不打扰你。

想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。

只有把你的信息藏在手机里，

想你的时候把它们翻出来慢慢地看，细细地品，

然后就不停地在偷笑,悲伤。

過去,在每个寂静如水的夜晚等你的信息，

等来了，心里是一阵莫名的欢喜

等不来，就只有带着一丝淡淡的惆怅在半梦半醒中睡去。

想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你!

在没有你消息的日子里，

只有拼命地找寻你的点滴，

我没有很想你，

很想你....

此刻的心，真的很想你~

只是不敢让你知道~

我知道我做什么都换不回你那热诚的心~

我只能选择默默地守候着~

直到你有了笑容的那天~

My Words

Suffer ~ Suffer ~ Suffer~
all done by me~
My act really hurt him a lot~
Sorry for that, i'm not purposely to do that~
Hope u can try ur best 2 comfort me when i'm down~
U nvr know that how much the stress and tension that i'm facing now~
I know u already disappointed and what I done also useless~
Just let you clam down for few day
maybe is the best way for you~
already 2 years that we meet and wanna 2 years we 2gether~
so fast the time pass through and so fast we change~
I nvr try 2 predict how about our future~
coz still have a lot of changing in future~
I'm just appreciate what I having now~
You say dunno when you will collapse,den how about me?
I will nvr try 2 collapse just because of you~
coz I know if I collapse, we 2 sure full with the tears~
My man~I know you tired right now~
If you can't hold on all of this~I will not blame you~
I know i'm not the person that u will depend~
But i'm so hope can depend on you forever~
I will try my best hold on all of this~
the promise that I give you 1~
I nvr try 2 breach it because I love you~

Love contract is based on agreement between two parties however the agreement is an essential element but it alone is not sufficient to have a binding contract. An Agreement enforceable by the couple to do or to abstain from doing some act/acts, their intention being to create forever relationship and not merely to exchange mutual promise, both having given promise that will not leave each other no matter what happen for prove their truth love~

Happy New Year

Happy New Year!!!Let's Party Babe~

Because of this night, we already planning for a long time~

But also can't get the decision for celebration~~

Finally, decided with enjoy steamboat at Hometown~

Can eat my Lovely tomyam~~hehe

erm~~Baobei, wat happen 2 you ar?

wao~~continue with the boardgame station again~

I think we are fall in love in this place already~

Christmas celebration and New Year celebration also here~

yeah~~Party how can without beer~~

Babe~Get high now~

1st with the game German Heart Attack~

It's really so scary~~

All become so crazy~

erm~~dun grab it~~got things slowly talk~~

Desmond "That's mine 1, wuwu~~"

cheers~Babe

Wolf~~The game that our favorite~

Night lol~~all sleep~~wolf wanna coming out soon~~~~

sweetie couple~~

Baobei Wei are trying to kill Baobei Wen~hehe

so seriously 3 of us~

the game that I most hate it~~~~~

keep lose in this game~~

get punishment with singing 1 songs~wu~~

i'm look so high~~haha

I'm blooding~Dunno when injure~ntg feel of this~

ngek ngek ngek~~it's ur turn already~~

mao ge so enjoy this~haha~

it's really pain for him~

I can explain with this~just a post~~

I'm not drinking 1~

the pic for last christmas at here~~

We are family ~~haha

this is our family member pics~

really enjoy the night with all~~

it's so high and get a lot of fun~

after this wanna fight for exam lol~ganbateh,babe~

after exam we crazy again ya~~ngek ngek~~

Baobei Zi,Cheryll,Hui,Yee

although you all can't with us this day,

but hope we can celebrate after exam ya~~

Happy New Year~~Baobei~