8.7.2012

Yes..I'm not perfect...Every person also has their shortcoming, included me.

Recently, everybody also busy with the assignment, sure has some friction when everyone with the bad temper. Why feel like never end of the assignment, from the starting semester until now, we just feel like keep on doing the assignment. It's busy, suffer, and stress advance life, damn miss diploma. Still have 2 more assignments and presentation. haizzz...

However, our activities and events also never ending, although starting face some dilemma with what we going to do now. Always hard to do conclusion, even just a meal also need spend long time to decide. Next time please select a decider to make the decision...

Already tired with such things called "LOVE". I pretend don't care, but who know inside is hurt. 

偶尔会有点不开心，偶尔会有点怨气
偶尔看开了点，偶尔又会很在意
偶尔笑了，偶尔哭了

我是一个大笨蛋，我是一个大傻瓜
其实自己明白一切，却无法控制自己
夜深了，一个人， 寂寞了


我累了，好累好累～
只能抱住自己，对自己说，坚强点～

Double Qi 21st B'day

I'm officially 21st years old right now,  the 1st things I think for 21 is finally I can get in the casino, YES!!! There was a wonderful and perfect party they gave me for earlier celebration, sure with my Baobei Qi too... 1st time we celebrate together for the last 3 years, it's great got people accompany me! ^^

This is a private party, guests must get in with your invitation card...All of the cards is customized so no outsider get in...hehe~

Get shock after I reached the house, it's awesome with the decoration. I know they put more effort for it although now is our peak season for assignment, touching....Give a clap for the crew, aligato ~

The 1st Birthday Girl...Catherine Qi....

2nd is me~Yes!I'm Nikki~

Double Qi...Happy birthday yo!!!

The foods for the party, KFC, PIZZA HUT and also Ba Kut Teh... Gastric for that night, I only can taste bak kut teh only~ T..T

 These all our theme for that night, all must dress up their own costume if not will get the punishment. Luckily, all done well!!give a clap~~~~

this all our guests~

A woman with beard~haha~weird~

she is my woman~

my baobei Cheryll~

Starting the cake season when they all drunk~haha

make a wish~make a wish~

Happy Birthday both Birthday girls~

add 1 more pic with darling...if not later she angry with me, haha~Love u oh~

thanks for the night u all gave~love u all so much! I'll never alone coz I got all of u~^^
and baobei men~Happy 3rd Anniversary with you all!!!

Happy Birthday to Myself~

 There was a awesome party with my baobei last night, it's wonderful and perfect 21st birthday celebration for me. I'll never forget the night that u all giving, thanks baobei. I felt cool and special for the theme, I was afraid when the moment I step in the house with the decoration. that's all I want and u all done it well...touching...

anyway, officially 21 years old now....Happy Birthday to myself~^^

and for my baobei Catherine Qi, happy 21st birthday~^^

midnight talk

I passed my weekend like a worm, do nothing for assignment although my mind want me to finish it. Playing game, sleep, movie but not assignment. There have no more time to let me waste, my mind stuck without any idea. Try to blogging, and I dunno what should write. How can I write a full page of blog before? Izzit my mind get rusty or my life is getting bore. Maybe the only one reason is---I'm lazy...YES!!

Recently many people ask me what I want for my birthday present. Actually I also don't know what I want,haha.... Before my birthday, I have many things that wish people send me during my birthday... However, I have no idea about what I want now. Wish all my friends will accompany during my birthday, that is a big present for me already.  Should happy some of my old friends still remember my birthday coming soon, not the notification on facebook during that day. thanks for that^^

well. its time to sleep...now is 3am in the morning.

Emo night

When I need to find somebody to talk, I just realize there are nobody be my listener. I don't like to disturb other so the only things I can do is talk to myself. Exhausted recently, I think I should take a good rest...The symptoms of stress is wish to travel around, yes, I am...I know escape is the things done by coward, but I did..

I really wish to own a DSLR, accompany me go every where that I wish to go.

that's me

Stimulated by darling to change my blog layout when I'm looking on her with the excited face to design her blog. That's right, it had been long time never manage my blogger since i'm getting lazy. Try to change my background but other things remain the same.haha~I think I'll design it again with a super good mood and best timing.

Everyday also will remind myself that stop thinking too much for somethings. I know I can make it because I am Nikki Tan, YES!!!!Review some of the older posts, suddenly a lot of memories flash through my mind, memories that I almost forgettable. Everythings had changed and never return, what I can do is looking forward.

Stop pursue somethings that is impossible, stop caring something didn't deserve for. 

I was a person who don't like to keep secret, but now I am.