Friday, December 31, 2010

1st of 2011
















Happy New Year!!!
For all my friends , Baobei , family,and also him~
feel void when wake up coz wanna study lol~
So enjoyed the night with them~

Dear my family,
I wish you all healthy and wealthy~
Sorry 2 make you all worry coz I thin a lot at outside~
I will promise that I will eat a lot , k?
Mummy, your daughter wanna going back soon~~
I'm sure you already miss her a lot~hehe~
Sis, I hope you can success graduate for this year~
Dun worry it, You can make it
Bro, stay sweet with your dear la~
hope you can get the good result in ur exam~
dun keep go clubbing ~~hehe

Dear Baobei,
It's time 2 fight for our exam already~
We so lazy in this sems and keep playing~
can't be like this already~~All go study now~
At here wanna thanks all of you~
You all give me the most warm caring when i'm down~
You all always important for me~
I feel i'm so lucky 2 meet you all~
A lot unforgotten memory with you all~
Hope the time and slow down and can with you all longer~
Wish our relationship NEVER END~

Dear my man,
A lot of sadness in year 2010~
I hope 2011 is a happy year~
So fast the time pass through~
I know you 2 years already~
Even just a short time, but we pass through a lot of up and down~
from a simple thinking until now so complicated ~
you let me grow up a lot in this 2 years~
Many the 1st time done with you~full of memory~
from the 1st hold up the hand and walk until now~
We just can walk until the end of the journey~
I hope everything move smoothly in year 2011~

I want everything simple, everything move smoothly~
coz I know, I not able 2 accept any storm already~




有時候,我們會後悔開始,如果沒有開始,我們也許永遠可以回味當天那種互相深聽、互相猜測的興奮。 假如沒有和你開始,我會不會有另外的際遇?不管會有甚麼結果?我還是寧願跟你開始,因為我更想知道和你相愛的滋味。

Thursday, December 30, 2010

The Last Day of 2010

The last day for year 2010~~
So 2012 also will coming soon~
That mean the End of The World also will coming soon~
I ever asked him that "How long that You will love me?"
He replied me with " 2 years"
I so down when listen coz so short for the time~
I asked him " why?"
He said when I confront with him just tell me the answer~
But sometime I really forget to ask him about the answer~
He keep waiting for my asking~
That day when I'm down and keep asking him with the phone..
"why?why?Just 2 years..I wanna know the answer right now!!"
Finally he told me that " Coz 2 years after is 2012, the end of the world!"
That mean he will love me until the end of the world~
He wanna confront to tell me because he wanna c my touch look~
I smile and said " Stupid"

This year~I think is the most worst year in my life~
I faced with the most sadness things~A corner in my life~
Since when , I nvr laugh from my heart~
19 years old~Really bad age~
After 2day~Become 20 years old lol~
Hope all the things will move smoothly in the new year~

Yup~~I cannot prevent anythings that he done~
I'm less of confidence and lost the believe~
coz he is soft-hearted~
but I know he will prove everything~
coz he love me ~




我愛你,根本沒有原因。不是因為你像我或者你剛好與我相反。 不是一種心理補償,不是你擁有甚麼優點,甚麼條件, 也不是因為你怎樣對我。不要問我為甚麼愛你,如果我能夠回答,那些原因也不過是我在事後才想到的。

Bao Bei

I feel I'm the most Lucky people in this world~
Because I got You all always beside me~

I know you all always try 2 protect me when I get hurt~
I know you all always try 2 make me happy when I was sad~
I know you all will say me stupid but hope me happiness~
I know you all will support me for any decision made by me
I know you all said dun wan bother me when i'm sad, but i know you all won't let me alone~
You all are important for me~
I'm so happy with you all in this 1 and half year~
You all really bring a lot of happy and smile for me~

Now our relation become far already~
All of you have ur own busy~
10 of us already less and less meet 2gether for the celebration~
Some of us feel void and down because half of you can't celebrate the New Year Eve with us~
Just leave 9 months that we all 2gether~
I hope the time can pass slowly with u all~


Darling~~Dun be sad already~
This year will pass soon~~
All ur bad luck will gone and coming with the GOOD LUCK~
Always wear the light color shirt ya~~It will bring Luck for you ^^


Wednesday, December 29, 2010

My Words


I know my unbelievable will make myself so suffer~
I know i shouldn't think a lot of that~
I trying 2 find some way 2 release myself~
I dun wan anything 2 break my mood for study~

My Man!!
Dun you know I hope u give me the confidence~
Dun you know I hope I'm just the once inside your heart~
Dun you know I miss you every moment~
Dun you know I love you more than myself~
Dun you know I hope find back the believe between us~
Dun you know You just the ONCE that I loved~

In front of you, I can be a child, coz I need ur protection~
I can be happy or sad just because you~
I not anymore the girl that u know at the beginning~
Many things let me grow up!!I not more caprice!

My dear~I hope u make me smile all the time~
Protect me when somebody trying hurt me~
When I cry, wrap my tear and give me a tight hug~
When I avoid from you coz I dunno how 2 face you,
find me out and say "pls dun leave me anymore"
When sleep give me a warm hug~

I'm just a girl~just a normal girl~
Wat i need same as other girls~
I need a loyalty LOVE
I need a LOVE without break
I need You just the Once who can accompany me until the end~

Love is a game that I dun have ability 2 play it~
Coz I'm scare lose~
I can't fight the turpitude with other~
coz they are good in this~




年轻的好处,是我们相信人会改变,起码我们可以用爱去改变对方。年轻的悲哀,也是我们相信人会改变。--《幸福の鱼面颊》 

我们可以这样相爱

约定好去每一个彼此都想去的地方
记在备忘里,然后一个一个的慢慢实践
在每一个景点,拍下两人紧握的双手

去吃每一处想吃的美食
拍下食物的照片,记录时间地址食物
再放上博克写下小细节~

提起了某样喜欢的东西
另一方会突然说
“为什么你喜欢和我一样的东西?”

哼起了一段旋律
另一个什么也不说的
轻轻唱出下一句

畅想梦想的结婚典礼
可以惊愕发现
心中所想的,都是同样的~

遇到某些事情时
一个眼神或一个动作
对方已经知道你想表达的

在对方忙碌的时候
适时的退到一旁
安静的守候自己的想念 
等待对方忙完

做让对方难过的事情
伤心的流泪
一个承诺
紧紧的把哭泣的人搂在怀里

不去计较自己做了多少
只是用心看到
对方付出的点点关怀
并心存感恩的去珍藏

当异性走来时
只是微笑的看着电话两人相拥的合影
轻轻的说句
"对不起..我已经有了要守候的人"

面对纷纷扰扰的尘嚣
只在心里确定
想和眼前的人过好每一天

有属于一个人的理想 
有属于两个人的生活
即使不完美却很完整

不去担心会不会失去彼此 
却在心底无比确定不能失去彼此
不去想这段感情能活多长时间
却在心里将永远视为理想期限

心中的我爱你
像太阳从东方升起
像人类生存需要呼吸
一样自然和必须

心中追求的
不是大起大落
只是对方愿意一起度过的平淡生活

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我想每天早起拉开窗帘迎接阳光
收拾狭小且凌乱的房间
做简单却拿手的煎蛋
洗去一身油烟味
轻轻走过去摇醒睡在大床上的那个人

我想躺在阳光里只是冥想
看你皱着眉一页一页的翻过小说
顺势往你嘴里塞一两片零食
看你毫不犹豫的吃掉
再自然的帮你清理掉地的残渣

我想在你心情不好的时候
保持沉默的同时
把你的头静静的搂在怀里
拍拍你的肩
让你知道不快总会过去

我想在家里亮一盏灯等候
加班晚归的你
在你掏出钥匙的一刻
穿着围裙为你打开大门
让你看到笑笑的我
和一桌不丰盛却热气腾腾的饭菜

我想在我不能陪伴你出差的时候
替你收拾行李
再偷偷放一张纸条
叮嘱你记得穿衣记得吃药
记得把自己安安全全的带回家

我想在某个争吵冷战的夜里
向你这样妥协
"要不我们都承认我对了"
"要不我们都承认你错了"
等你无奈又无语的摸摸我的头
轻轻的抱抱我

我想比你先离开这个世上
然后看你在每个值得纪念的日子
替我轻轻擦拭黑色的墓碑
再摆上一枝盛开的花

如果有一天
我们可以这样相爱
我想我再也不会选择离开
无论身旁的你在或者不在……

Soups for today

Actually 2day is a study day~
But dunno why darling keep noisy wanna drink the soup~
i think she get the poison of soup~
early went to school for nothing~~
And darling bring us went to drink soup and enjoy our Brunch~

ABC Soup, Black Chicken Soup
Old cucumber soup, Coconut Steam Chicken
Asam Fish

my lovely Trotters Vinegar ~

 梅菜~I dislike this~

all that ordered by us~

help boss promote it~coz he so hope we put on blogger~haha~
洪记~at Sri Gombak~
waiting darling for the address la~


after that went back to school and start do revision~
learn a lot 2day~ ^^
Hope 2moro same 2~
meet you all 2moro ya~

a little down for 2day~dunno why?
some discomfort feel full of my heart~argh~~

忘记一段逝去的感情、忘记一个已经不爱你的人,那个过程,就像戒除毒瘾一样痛苦。毒瘾发作的时候,你痛苦得全身发抖、身体扭曲、五内翻腾,你恨不得一头撞向墙壁,你倒在地上挣扎,痛哭流涕,失去了做人的尊严。可是,谁叫你吸毒?凡事都有代价?开始的时候你就应该知道。--
《幸福の鱼面颊》 



Tuesday, December 28, 2010

My Words

finally he back already!!thanks for spending all his holidays for accompany me in this Christmas..
suddenly feel void and down!A wont he beside me for everything ..
without him really feel something different...
I'm so sad for last night because my unbelievable~
i shouldn't let her 2 break out our relationship!
she already become a stranger and get back to her life!Stop with disturbing~it's doesn't good for her~
We are happiness now and please don't jealous with us~
My dear, thanks for told me that she is nothing for you~I'm just your whole~
Remember what that you were promised~
sometime a tight hug with a promise already enough for me~
i know I shouldn't so easy satisfy and trust~but is the way to make myself better~
You know that i just want a normal life,normal love~
I don't want anything 2 confuse it~
I really have a enjoyable Christmas with you and Baobei men~
thanks for comply with the promise that you give me~
Last Christmas you promised that you will pass every Christmas with me~
Congratulation with done for 2nd years~Hope the next and continuous also same~
baobei men!!thz for caring when i down last night~I will be ok~
I will concentrate with my studying~hope you all so~Ganbateh~

The memory with him~
 

对於承诺,男人非常慷慨。 男人一生向女人所许下的承诺,多不胜数,几乎连他自己忘了。男人知道,女人的爱情,离不开承诺,没有承诺,就是没有将来 --张小娴

Monday, December 27, 2010

我的话

我知道她是故意的~
她是故意要我们吵架~
因为她知道她不比我幸福~
表面的祝福,私底下却做了很多小动作~
只有男人才会相信她是多么的单纯~
不要说我想太多
我是女生,没人会比我了解~
有时我真的不想说些什么~
因为我是女生,我懂女生的心理~
我真的不愿伤害女生~
可是不懂为何她总是以伤害我为乐~
是为了达到她的满足感吗?
是嫉妒别人的幸福吗?
经常感到很奇怪,为何有那样的人?
我可以骂她,可是我不想~
我考虑她的感受,也考虑他的感受~
我并不想闹事!我只要平静的生活~

pls dun disturbing~For him, u are ntg~I'm just the whole~
有人 喜歡你,就會 有人 不喜歡你,甚至 嫉妒你



Sunday, December 26, 2010

Christmas Party

finally waiting the Happy Christmas Party coming!!
but very sad with less of the ppl attending this party!!
Baobei Qi, Fish and Zi!!where u three o??
But got 3 guys replace you 3 places!!haha
still 10 ppl~


Starting with the card game!!
already long time didn't come here already!The Board Game Station!
recently busy with rush the assignment and prepare for exam!
too busy for my life!
now is the time for relax!hehe






woohoo!!Lucky draw is starting!!
this is our number!

erm!!is crowded for the party night!!all are waiting for the lucky draw!
the big prize is the MP4!!wao!!so rich for the boss~

 our Mao ge get the Nike t-shirt!


Baobei wen and ying get the SoloMan !






the gifts that prepared by us for exchange~

the beginner of the thief!~

Patrick is prepared by me!finally CHeryll get it!
i think can get Xuan xuan play it!!haha

wooden comb also bought by me!is nice for hair and i like it so much!
finally Darling get it!hope ur hair grow faster la!

hahahahahahahaha!!!!
My lovely present!!STICKY
i'm so hope 2 get it and finally i get it!!
thz Cheryll for ur gift ya!!

 Wine from HUi ge!!
Finally he get it!!
He planning take back Hometown!! =.="
just leave it and let me drink!!haha

Happy enjoyable party with u all ya!!
Love u all!!








Christmas Eve


erm~erm~~received a big surprise this Christmas!!
I think also a big surprise for my friends too~
Yup~~He coming lol~~And we...hehehe
Wanna know about more the story just ask me when free..

went to Sungei Wang having our lunch at Madam Wong with Cheryll!


this one is for Darling 1!!Sticky with Strawberry flavor..ngek ngek!

the Christmas present for him..just a normal perfume from The Face Shop!
coz i'm poor!!wu~~~

when night...having a countdown with Baobei Mary and Mao Ge!
b4 that, we enjoying the drink at Pavilion@Chatime!
Japanese Matcha Red Bean Smooth!!

how a sad guy with his back!!haha

baobei hair so long...

Yup!that us!!hehe

Adjusted my hair band!




too crowded at Bukit Bintang!!All are crazing planing the snow spray!



ugly face!!

Crazy at Pavilion




after countdown we went to watch the Vampire Warriors!
Baobei Cheryll and Hui Ge already wait us at in front of Pavilion GSC!
I totally disappointed with the Hong Kong Movie!
Getting more worst and worst!
i think is coz went with HUi Ge!!He always bring badluck for me!!hehe